my life story

2010-08-08T23:23:00.001+08:00

I have a hard time right now. i don noe wats ur motive but its like WTF?! i just tot tats is ok with you as i always do tat to you, tk kn tk biase. sometimes you also do tat to me. but i don't noe why today u make a big fuss out of it. now you don't want to go home. wat do you want? i try to give everything to you, you expect me to understand you but hey! wat about mine? yes i always blame you even if you didn't do anything wrong but not all the time right. then you ALWAYS text me all the stupid stuff tat i told you not to say tat about yourself yet u text me tat. DO YOU NOE WAT IS IRRITATING?! you said tat i don't care about you? hey! i always care about you. when you had difficulty to breath why do i even bother to go to help you, and do wat ever i can to help you. wen you leg is injured, why i even bother to help you buy ice, send you home, wear for you the bandage. and wen at vivo remember. why i even bother to run, lost myself to find Watson buy the plaster then run back to you. IF I DON CARE ABOUT YOU I WILL JUST LET YOU BE! LET YOU BE YOUR "FREN" DOG, LET YOU DIE! AND I DON'T EVEN WILL BOTHER YOUR LEG IS BLEEDING, BROKEN, HURT OR WAT SO EVER!

fight

2010-08-01T02:38:00.000+08:00

these few days always fight2. haiyoo. nothing to update/lazy to update. nyte!

6 monthsary

2010-07-14T00:23:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 6 MONTHSARY

AYANG!

mr bonch <3 miss pendek

reminds

2010-07-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today i will just post something short and wats in my heart/mind right now.

Someone reminds me of my past. it feels like im tat person. how cruel can tat person be. haish. wen i saw tat other person cried, do you noe wat? my tears started to drop too. its very sad for me. as if its my heart tat is broken. *felt like crying* hope tat person will get the 'blessed' for Allah s.w.t and just hope tat the person regert the decision.

trust me if you were tat other person you were feel tat your heart is broken into pieces and it fcuking hurts.

eclipse man!

2010-06-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

One more day to Eclipse!!! must watch can't miss it. i can't wait!

really hope tat on friday im not working. as thursday CONFERM full. hais no choice but to go on friday:) ayang kite tgk ehk? ^_^ pls!

sickenning day.

2010-06-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

on the last 14.06.10 its my special day with love but sway liao. im sick on that day! sorry ayang! but at least on 12 am i meet u until 4 am. :) he noes tat im sick yet after he sent me home he send me a text mxg. argggh! wtf! im sorry kay?

the rest of the day and the nxt day i was like half dead. i walk like a zombi, because i have a bad bad bad headache. and eat food like hospital food tat is porridge. i can't eat anything else because its hard for me to swallow. i have tonsil. im so soo bored staying at home! just now text love but not anymore. his bz with i don't noe what. dah ade kwn lupe aku arh. -_-"

nightmare

2010-06-13T18:49:00.001+08:00

the nightmare is bck again. omg. haiya asl lah aku jmp die lagik. dulu ngn ex same skrg ngn matair pon same. the same topic, same person, same reason but different reaction. wat im gonna do? haiyoo.. stress stress stress!!!!

wanna noe something theres a maid tot my sister, Afidah is a maid.

understand it

2010-06-04T15:33:00.000+08:00

love

2010-05-31T11:45:00.002+08:00

A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring.

much love

2010-05-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MOHAMAD AZRI BIN ISNIN

aka. Azri Masai

hope your wish come true and all the best in everything.

hope you like the birthday pit eventhough it doesn't turn up well.

sorry for everthing.

smile always:)

2010-05-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

somtimes i keep asking myself, "nape aku tk berubah-rubah?" hais. im digusted with my behaviour. starting next week i hope im change to better person. please don't stop me:)

love i miss you.

2010-05-22T00:37:00.001+08:00

tonight it the saddest day. i dunno y i miss love. even though i hate hym i still miss love. wen i just came bck home mom ask me to read love letter's. just reading a few sentences my tears dropping one by one onto the floor. love ask my ____ to start 'new life'. I think im gonna listen to love. i miss love damn lots i dunno y. i hate tis feelings. hope love is doing fine. hope i get to see love soon. just gonna pray for love. *tears rolling down*

~~be a better person before its to late~~

4th monthsary

2010-05-14T10:46:00.000+08:00

happy 4th monthsary ayang!!

"selamat bulansari Seri" hahaha.

love you lots ayang! sorry nothing to give you. next mth kay. tis mth on more money cause i need to use the money fer my plans. sorry:) we gonna celebrate it tis tomorrow cause today his working.

i can't wait to noe wats apple and rashid plans. arghhhh. tell me. please!

waiting fer ayang to text me. his still sleeping. cpat lah bgn!!

badminton

2010-05-14T10:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was fcuking fun at last aku dpt main badminton. challenge with riyad(tk tau spell name kau) but penat smcm siol while ayang and the guys play takraw. andand look at the date today. its 14th so that mean today is my monthsary!

to gegerl:)

2010-05-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

just came bck. and today is the bad day for ayang! im really really sorry. hope his fine. and next tyme i'll nvr reject ur call. dah smpi uma miss kol i tau. jgn lupe. im just bored. wanna noe wat. i just check someones blog and i saw something. so skrg kau dah tau sape spam kau?

p/s LAIN KALI JGN TUDO SEMBARANG arh gegerl. much love:)

Happy Birthday

2010-05-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

Aziana Hamzah, birthday girl

I want to wish a HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN to this girl above.

She had been the best friend althought our frinedship is drifting apart. i won't forget the times you help me.

Just want to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Hope all your wish come true and best of luck in your exam! :)

stay preety and cute:P

about present wait until saturday. hahahha. :) sorry.

hrmph

2010-04-27T22:31:00.001+08:00

azrimasai<3

outing with ayang on the lastlast saturday, it was fun. hahah. can't forget about it man! best gile. hahah. (story lame sia but no tyme to update)
our next outing, we plan to g jb together. can't wait. *muke excited*

wanna say sorry to ayang. cause today he waited fer me outside skul fer 3 hours but i was at home.but yet die maafkn aku gitu mcm je. but still im soo soo sorry! tomorrow i will be going to japanese garden for a run for the first tyme. huahaha. kay lame. im bored waiting fer ayang to miss kol me and i off otp with hym. okay last minit ayang cannot call me cause he going to slack. hrmph. wat im gonna do now? fb boring. tagged boring. hrmpph!! blog also boring cause im out of words. haiya! nvm lah im going to listen to music. adios! :)

help me.

2010-04-16T15:12:00.000+08:00

today i need to baby sit fasah. haiyoo. leceh sak. anyone wants to take over me?! help needed!

waiting fer mama to come bck home and i off to mit ayang. fasha lagik degil dari tasha. haiyoo. ssh tau nk jage fasha. i missing ayang lots. haiyoo. but i can't wait fer tomorrow:)hehe.

hope tomorrow me and ayang won't ight with each other anymore:) *crossing my fingers*

suddenly remembered!

2010-04-11T06:08:00.003+08:00

Do you noe what the feeling of being used everytime? It hurts deeply inside my heart right now. But still im smile while letting tis out of my mind. I wonder if theres anyone/any people around me knows the feeling hurt, crush, pain like i do. Im scared if i die before i could ________. My last wish, my very very last wish is to _______ before i die. It hurts. Really hurts! Deeply hurt! How i wish i wish i can reverse the tyme and let me _____ my life. For how long must i feel tis way? Can't it end now? Can't i be happy like every other human beings do? Why must i be the only one feel hurt right now while the other person is having fun out there? Why must i be the only one ______? And WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME? WHY?? WHY? LIFE IS REALLY TOUGH FOR ME! I HATE MY LIFE! ITS UNFAIR! WHY AM I SO STUPID TO ACCEPT THAT DECISION IF I KNOW IT'LL HURTS ME DEEPLY?? WHY WHY WHY???! Every human is happy to have their love ones beside them. Why can't i be like that????????????!!!!!!!!!!

wat a day.

2010-04-11T05:57:00.000+08:00

♥mohamad azri bin isnin♥

yesterday after work which ends at 6pm straight mit ayang at bp den go to apple's birthday party which is at west coast. otw ther ayang peh CONFIDENT! fuhh champion!! hahaha. only me and him noes. haha. paiseh pe bang? haha. blablablabla. reach the place den eat. haha. kiwak lapa gile sia dari pagy lom mkn sia. hahha. eat, smoke, chit chat. blablabla. plan to watch mid night movie with ayang fer the first tyme!! and nana, khai, shakirin, mel, kak eeza, ella, abg muksin at lot 1. blablabla. reach there bought the tickets. we watch the clash of the titans. fight with ayang for awhile, smoke smoke. for the first tyme ayang didn't sleep in the cinema! haha. i did have a great day with hym!!! now i just came bck home. wat a day and today im working at 9am! fuhhhh! gerek peh. alright ayang sleep already. and now im off to bed! :)

agree or not?

2010-03-17T11:36:00.003+08:00

dunno wat to do with my life anymore.

~~where my fcuking video bitch?! how long must i wait?~~

-__________________-

2010-03-15T02:36:00.002+08:00

my monthsary was like hell!

2nd MONTHSARY.

2010-03-14T01:00:00.020+08:00

wanna noe something today was my 2nd monthsary with azri masai! :)

Happy 2nd monthsary ayang ! Love you so soo much. You are such a loving guy. hope we'll last long ! let's break the record. haha.

but he is fucking STUPID!. geram aku ngn kau! (onli me and hym noes) arrr! tu lah kepale batu lagik. mcm ccb. but i plan to celebrate with hym on the 20th. only we two? i think. hais. because today he went out with his family to sentosa. to bad for me. but might be meeting hym after he came bck from sentosa:) can't wait to slap his face!! arrrr!

love you masai!

2010-03-12T01:14:00.001+08:00

im bored. waiting for bf to miss kol me. his wif his frens ouside. starting to miss him. first i don't really really really love hym but fer now i really really really love hym, don feel like seperating with hym. cause i will miss hym badly. wish i can stay the same house with hym. hais. alright lame. alright gtg...because ...he text me already. and his home. i want to call hym. just plan to post a long one tis time but no choice. bubbye:)

:D

2010-03-07T16:14:00.000+08:00

getting apart:(

not updating for so long cause theres nothing to say. tis week theres many thing had happen but dunno how to express it. haha. slack with hairianna and shakirin lagik best man. shakirin is like azri's clone. haha. dorg due cute. haha. belo nk mampos. ahha. yesterday slack until 4 am. bf at johor. im bored! he text me but my pp8 low lom top up. want to meet him, kul bape u alek? but in one and a half more hour im off to work:) Weee~ BUT! my homeworking haven't finish! i dunno wats wrong with me tis year taking N level but still spend more time having fun. like wtf. haiyoo. my mum ask me to quit work. NONONO. i won't! (i don even listen to my mom y should i listen to you:), who are you to me? you are just my fren i mean once a fren. get tat?) but one thing for sure i WANT TO GET OUT OF TIS FUCKING SKUL FAST! ite ite lah. asl kn kua dari skola nie. haha:) (if my mom read tis she will fuck me upside down!)

facebook and tagged has nothing new. boring. haiyoo. alright wanna bath. bubbye:)

my sister birthday!

2010-03-04T00:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED SISTER! :)

wah! dah 18 seh but still short! haha. im taller hahah:P

2010-02-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

chinggay 2010

Me, Azri, Izzat and Hazwan take tis ride. haha. kelaka. Muiz tlg pegangkn bag.

can you spot someone? :)

pictures of outings

2010-02-21T14:30:00.063+08:00

long tyme nvr update cause not always at home. im bored to death right now. will be working at 5:30 but look at the tyme i still has 3 more hours! i had lots and lots and lots of pic. let the pics do the talking:)

2010 countdown. gmbr lame ehk. haha.

Movie 2012

Dinner at Zam Zam

Keemo and Faris belated birthday surprised

Qiara Birthday party. [ just her pic but theres more just tat she haven't give it to me:( ]

On my special day^_^

i get a winnie the pooh, flower and love chocolate xD

zoo outing with loves on 14 feb tat is my special day. [ same here there's still more pics and the same reason. ]

This two pictures thanks to Kak Ezza:)

saddest day ever!

2010-02-13T01:04:00.001+08:00

Today was the saddest day ever! tired of crying. my eyes hurt but i just dunno wat to do anymore. i've been waiting and hoping for tis moment all tis while but end up it hurts me. meet bf just now he cheer me up. thank you! but now im alone. *tears rolling. life is so unfair to me. why can't they just give me one last tyme?! i don care if its just for awhile. cause today is the special day yet im sitting infront of my com and cry. the only way is to wait but till wen????????? i hate myself! and theres two person's bdae today! Happy bdae too you!

sorry no present not enough monet. next pay ok?

I had been waiting

Night after night

Until my tears had

Almost dimmed my sight

I had been waiting

And wondering for long

If life was only this

Dreary long song

I was then thinking

I should strive and grow

And even let this secret,

This love of mine show

This then is destiny

A road chalked out alone

Written in tears

In blood and in bone

Mine then is this journey

An uncertain end

To never know if you will wait

Around the next winding bend.

fed up! bhsaghidabadmaf

2010-02-09T00:52:00.000+08:00

jus came bck home cause i had a little arguments with bf because of someone. hais. but after we had a long talk its settle. To bf "sorry lau i pekik2 kt u. i btol2 geram tdi." im happy to have a boyf like hym. die bnyk besaba ngn aku cume aku je mcm cb like wat he always say to me. haha. U! sorry! now currently texting with bf. I feel like slapping someone's face but its not tat someone's fault but arrrr! haiyoo! asl lah die dah berubah. change bck. nothing more to say, feel like wanna finish up my hmwrk because of tat someone my hmwrk is half way done cause im not in a mood. :@

I love you BF!

2010-02-06T03:44:00.001+08:00

Happy Happy Happy:)

after skul went vivo with bf, izzat, hairianna and yanto. Hairianna plan to meet them at petir 3:15 and meet me at 3 under my blk but i was late i came down at 3:45? haha. i though i was the only person who is late. but got to noe bf came more later den me. mcm cb. haha. blablabla. yanto go some where else. den i went bck home. about 9:15 i forget to buy something at lot 1 mxg bf quickly meet hym at the bus stop with izzat den meet hairianna inside the bus. arrived at lot 1 interchange at 10:00? quickly run to the shop and buy that stuff nasib baik kedai lom tutop. FUH! went bck bp blablabla (mls nk type). celebrate mummy's bdae bought her small cake, slack, went mac mummy blanje den slack again talk shit den go home. BF YOU STUPID. haha. and now im otp with bf! haha. die mepek. hais. ape lah nasib aku. haha. fake:) alright masai nie dah bissing. gtg. nyte2.

:)

2010-02-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

spammers no life. you think i dunno you? haha. wtf. tomorrow see you in skul alright spammers:).
fyi i noe how to dance alright dun believe go ask Ms Tan and i have proof i win trophy before hello. and at least aku tk kental masok choir mcm kau. haha. watever lah ehk. jmp kau kt skola. *wide smile*
aku tk phm arh. aku kacau org sala aku tk kacau org pon sala. hais. cacat sak nie smue org. do watever you like cause im loving my life right now with my love. and hello i will have my revenge:)

love, i ♥ you.

2010-01-31T02:44:00.003+08:00

Love my life right now. haha. so so happy with ♥ but the past is still hunting me not because of (A). ♥ noes everything about me. and yet he still accept me. *smiling* i can't be mad at hym cause wen ever im mad i look at his face i will laugh even though we're having serious arguments. his face is like cb! hahha. fake. his face is cute wen his serious. haha. really having a great tyme with hym. but cool tau our anni its on the 14 and next mth it falls on valentine's day. haha. cool or wat. its our 1st mth je. pelan-pelan kayo. im thinking wat should i buy for hym. haiyoo.

when is the day i can meet you? where are you right now? do you noe wen ever i think about you it hurts me. i hate myself. seriously. everyday before i sleep i will look at ur pics. come bck to me please!! i really really really miss you lots! i hate myself.! i noe you hate me too. im so sorry. please i need you!
hope you won't forget about me and will return to me one day. you will always be in my heart and i will never ever forget about you:'(

*tears rolling down*

new chapter

2010-01-15T14:33:00.002+08:00

NEW YEAR, NEW LIFE, NEW

PERSON!!

9wink

2010-01-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

hello!! i brought lots of new things!! i love it! nk kirekn everytime kua i brought new things. Weee~ mentang2 dah gajikn. haha. funfunfun. but nk kire kn smue cotton on things cause i need to wear it for work. ehk (insertname) next tyme ehk i buy ur things. hahah. next pay? :) EHK! i forget i got a news but its like HUH. seriously malas nk lyn. just do wat ever you want i can't be bothered. you wan to make me shame infront of them, just do but i won't do it to you cause i noe you will be embarrass. *9wink* i nvr talk about you and you want to talk bad things about me. watever:) i just accept it even though i was fcuk up. next time reflect yourself first kay? andandand i have lots of pics!!! but tomorrow i update it can. lazy are. bubbye:)

new year new life style

2010-01-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

just came bck from work. so tried sia. 3days including today i just sleep 4 hours. wah! ngantok pe. countdow i went east coast fun plus boring plus sad mix feelings. this year countdown was worst! starting smue uat perangai mcm sial. haiyoo. but i hell yeah i don't care tat people. kite kene pkir perangai dorg beh dorg tkya pkir sal perangai kite arh? watever i don't give a damn. lets just forgive and forget:) ton there have our own tent thanks to hairianna. and we had alot of visitors. haha. smue sebok je kt tmpt kite. haha. fake. Faris you still own me hot dog! haha. but the countdown i was alone and i wanted to be alone anyway thanks mel utk dgr cite2 an! haha. i just hope you choose the best solution to slove the problem but jgn smpi mel menyesal mcm an:). the rest of the people help nana to make a sweetest thing for khai but khai reaction haiyoo! SPOIL! tkde perasaan langsong. the ending part was fun! play stupid games. haha. fun u noe! sleep fo a while beh dah puas kene gigit ngn nyamok trs bgn kua isap rkk beh bbl2 den baring alek muiz non-stop talking craps! muiz izzat syafiq tk abis2 kutok aku mcm CB. azri pon tk join mcm sial. alamak. stupid asshole. haha. this year countdown tk amik bnyk gmbr! boring. haiyoo.
lastly last long Danriz and Soff! andand congrats!
hrmph i think i have nothing more to say. alright. adios~

boring bored

2009-12-23T10:22:00.001+08:00

Im bored! not working today. so boring nothing to do, sad:( this week 6 days im working. I HATE nyonyas. they make a mess at my store. arhhhh!!! geram. working there need to be very patience. I have nothng to say about holiday. i have lots of pics but i think i won't upload it here but i will upoad it at facebook. so ya let the pics do the talking. anyway I'm ready fer skul! haha. random. i buy all the stuff tat i need already. semangat ehk. haha. HEY HEY HEY! I CAN'T WAIT FER MY PAY!!! alright tats all nothing more to say. bye:)

hello?

2009-12-20T16:36:00.001+08:00

HELLO! just came bck from holiday. and got to noe my blog has been spammed. but do you want to noe something the spammers are so STUPID! nk spam pkai name aku bile aku tgh holiday. nk kutok aku tpi tk berani nk pkai name sendirik? how STUPID it is. and passerby, aku stay bck soo?? aku kesian ngn bdk2 or "org dewase" nie smue. nk tau asl? psl dorg pandai bbl kt blog tapi bkn depan mate. dorg sakit jiwe ke?haiyoo. SOOO IMMATURED!

need fresh air.

2009-12-10T01:15:00.001+08:00

WOW! mcm dah lame tk blog. rindu pulak blogging. hahah. just bz with work. next week bubbye Singapore and friends. not gonna lpk/meet. today will be my last day lpking ngn korg. gonna mia jap. haha. just wanna have time alone. I JUST HOPE TO MEET SOMEONE(bukan sape2 korg ingatkn kay jgn sala fhm its someone you all my friends dunno.) andandand miss AZIANA BTE HAMZAH and SAKINAH KHALID so much!! miss talking craps with you guys. just miss the old times. haiyoo. old times old times. teringat kembali kenangan pahit. haha. I want more hours of work!! please Candy(my manager). Cancancan? next two weeks i will be working for the whole week siak!!! wow! 1st Jan! SHOPPING! weee!~ aku suke aku suke. Just want to say sorry to 2 person. 1st person sorry if i did something wrong even if its not my fault but you think its my fault seriously sorry. just take it as its my fault and to the other person sorry lau aku uat kau berubah perangai terhadap aku. kau tk perlu paiseh utk lpk lagik sal aku tk kn lpk ngn korg lagik:) hope we will still be friends but i won't meet you anymore. so don't mxg me or call me anymore okay people lepaking with me this few days. bubbye. to you all. bubbye. might be updating again tomorrow. im working opening sia den meeting aziana tomorrow sia after work. cannot wait. need to sleep but cannot. will try my best. nyte2. :)

best friends?

2009-12-03T04:56:00.001+08:00

heyheyhey. now its 4:41am yet i haven't sleep. just came bck from yew tee. lpk with izzat, faris andand longlong lost friend daniz. haha. izzat drove a car so he fetch me up under my blk. thanks guys early in the morning you guys make my day! LOVE you guys lots. haha. im bored right now. I CAN'T SLEEP! i have insomia. im an owl. at 7 am need to bath. im working at 8:30am man! and still i haven't sleep. conferm nnt keje pnt nye ala stkt bediri je limit2 boring. forgot to tell you where i work! KEREK ehk. hahah. working at Cotton On at Lot one. wow! 7 bucks per hour man. This few days tontonton. haiyoo. mama dah jdi singe lapa. my house is just like a hotel. sleep in the morining till noon, at night went out. hungry go home eat. wah nasib baik aku dah start keje lau tk haiyoo aku kt lua je lah. today will be my first day so tk leh cabot keje walaupon pnt oi. after work plan to go slack with my longlonglonglong lost friend SAKINAH. but she haven't reply my mxg. babi kau. aziana and shafiq might fetch me after my work ends. hahah. best kn lau dpt kwn mcm nie. hahah. 1st jan plan to drink with Faris/go shopping with ShaSha Shantelle but tk tau arh. Have two plans in one day mcm ane?! I think i have nothing more to say so tats it. IM BORED TO DEATH MAN! im bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored!!!!!!!

pics of outing and lepaking

2009-11-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

I'll just upload pics and you can find out how happy i am:) no more the past!:D almost 24 hours im outside the house. having a great great great time with friends. enjoy the pics.

Happy birthday to mama

2009-11-26T16:53:00.001+08:00

I really have lots of pics to upload sorry sal korg kene tungu lame but today aku tk leh upload arh aku in a rush. mak aku tgh jdi singe srh siap. aku M.A.L.A.S! klu bole nk stay kt uma tdo je. ngantok tau. Anyway, today is My moms birthday! Happy birthday mama! smoga panjang umo dan mulot mama tk mcm singe lagik! hahah. fake! me and sis wanted to buy her the watch tat she really likes. but because of im not working anymore dec den start work so me and sis will give her belated preasent ala lmbt pon lmbt lah asl kn die dpt preasent kn. :)

Happy Birthday Mama! love you:)

sing song fer me:)

2009-11-18T07:32:00.001+08:00

Yesterday outing was fun:) I hate the movie 2012. I cry man. seriously. Suddenly when i watch the movie im thinking of my love ones. If were in their place i will be so Fcuking shock and panic like 1 stupid hell man. Nana thought i was cry because of her ___. haha. sumpah tk. hahaa:) after the outing slack with Azri & Aziz. Quite fun. haha. i force them to sing a song with my name in it. haha. ANDAND they sing it fer me! hahaha:)
Enjoy the video but i upload one only hahaha. nk dgr g check sendiri kt http://www.youtube.com/user/ajie0405#p/a:)

bowling time

2009-11-16T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a blust outing. First me and Hairianna went to woodlands lame to pierce her tongue bck. den we went to Lot 1 to meet Keju and Izzat there. eat Mac will waiting fer Keju. den off we go to play bowling at cdans. 1st game im win at the 2nd places but the 2nd game i lost. nevermind next tyme i'll make sure i win ar Keju! haha. after playing bowling took pics, i mean lots of pics. then off to 137. slack there fer awhile then went home cause Hairianna wants to go home. went bck home doing nothing called Nana conference with Khai. den talk3 sleep. heres the pictures:)

past few days.

2009-11-15T02:19:00.000+08:00

this few days i have a great tyme! sebenarnye dah lame aku ok cume mls nk update:)

i got so many pics! slack with lots of GEREKs frens. woit. haha. got many new gereks start lepaking with me. ahha. this pass few days, i went cycling, tron, went RP to watch my sis perform, lepaks. and tomorrow i have plan! play bowling with Hairianna(N.Jaynes), Shafiq(Keju), Azri(Masai)but die lom conferm. woits! Best! and next Sat im gonna watch 2012. Keju ajak tgk. Nana ikot? im bored right now. smue alek cpat. hais. eik! Qiara kol me and ask me to slack with her. alright gtg. bubbye. here some pics:)

Shisha tyme outing with rocks.

At RP

Pics were taking while waiting fer Khairil ___.

so damn hurt

2009-11-09T02:34:00.004+08:00

~~"juz try to go wif the boy u like,den u can forget bout me slowly but surely"~~ hurt hurt hurt. i need a doctor to cure this pain.

happy fer nana at last she have what she wants! happy nmpk kau happy. but really sorry as im feeling down just now. my acting is not good. will try my best next tyme:) really happy fer you. tomorrow don wish to go out. as i doesn't feel like going out. sorry Faris tis tues as im not going to zoo with you all. enjoy alright:)
aku nie skrg mcm girl emo pulak ehk. haha. aku tk emo. aku aru ingat aku girl depression. haiyoo. my life is getting bad to worst! Nashiir sorry if i make you wait fer me but serious my heart is closed. you people can call me stupid but im in love with one person only. Nashiir move on alright. im useless. i noe karma will hit me back but i will accept it as im used to it. im out of words. im in pain right now. bubbye.

Final Goodbye(cut the lyric short).

I never should have waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day
Thought that you would stay forever with me
But the time has come to leave

Promise you our love will carry on
Until you turn eternal, we belong

Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret, I've held all my life
It's you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you, till the final goodbye
His respectful lips for the last time
Spell out the lyrics to love in the sky
It's you that I live for and for you I die
So I'll lay here with you, till the final goodbye, goodbye

my fault.

2009-11-08T06:09:00.002+08:00

im at Aziana's place. over nyte at her place. hrmph. thinking of hym? hais. sad after i got to noe everything tat he said to nana. and i started drinking:( but its not his fault aku yg carik psl dulu. hrmph. i deserve it? can't stop thinking of hym but trying my very very very best! can't anyone feel how hurt i am? my mum also think everything is okay for me but hello i just acting alright! mama tk pnh phm perasaan aku. so do anyone else. now im trying to act normal. but deep inside my heart im in pain. MY LIFE SUCKS! sape2 benci aku bunoh aku please. aku tk nk hidop dlm dunie nie lagik. aku dah derite bnyk. i don wan to use my own hands cause aku tk nk dose. haha. tkt jgk aku ngn dose. but serious there is no use of living if i didn't have any happiness. what i want i won't get it. no use of waiting. L,A won't come back to me. i think there something wrong with my lungs, its painful u noe since last 2 years and the pain stops last year but suddenly the pain came back 3 days ago until now and its killing me. nana ask me to go fer a check up. see first. insya'allah. if the pain dah ilang tkya g:) now aziana is asleep already. kate nk tron tpi tdo. haiyoo. im not sleepy man. anyone can entertain me? im bored right now. make me laugh can? i don't want to cry. trying to hold my tears.

feel like killing myself. arrr!

2009-11-06T04:11:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was so boring man. haiyoo. take pics using izzat hp. cause i have anything esle to do. hidop aku skrg senang je lpk, tron, lpk, tron tu je lah. tpi gerek cause i make frens with wondeful people i mean the gereks people but sometimes can be mepeks. haha. my life is getting more stressful den ever man. my brain is like going to brust! thanks Mel for counselling me but tk work as im a stubborn little girl. i really mean wat i said Mel, i want hym! can you help me get hym back? arrr. HELP ME! depression. aku pon tk tau ape aku tgh rase skrg. marah? geram? benci? sayang? happy? im confused!

my beloved ex

hey i miss ex lots! can i have hym back?

We have been together fer 2 years 6 mths and now we are apart just like tat? huh?

MOHAMMAD ISMADI, i miss youu sooo much!

two different meanings

2009-11-05T01:24:00.000+08:00

went out with aziana plan to go wisma den meet her father but running out of time so wisma we cancel go another day. after meet her father at Paya Lebar off to meet bdks pndk. supposed to meet them at CCK but kite lmbt. ehk2 correction bus lmbt. Sakinah alek dulu den the boys me us at 181 lpk there. after Hairianna came back to BP we meet her. slck for awhile den Aziana went home. left with 4 person including me. soo the boring. so we made videos about M&M. haha. kelaka siol. lagik2 Muiz and Izzat. Muiz bustard, Izzat posing die maot! haha. will upload the pics mayb tomorrow? mls arh. but boring. anyone bole torn?? picit aku! aku boring! thats all. Nana your pic at the bottom.

I love someone and i have crush on someone else.

love and crush is two different things alright.

Love, i cannot forget about hym ever, but Crush, anytime i can change my feelings.

its just a stupid crush. just beacause his cute. thats all.

Love, how i wonder if you'll ~~come back~~ to me. hrmph.. one fine day

their voice sedap

2009-11-04T05:06:00.007+08:00

just came back from lpk. yesterday went watch Jennifer's body with my love. i recommend tis movie for boys ar. bende pmpn dorg tunjok part laki dorg tk tunjok. haha.(gatal!) tpi bole tahan best arh serious. today gonna be a short post. i have videos to share. suare dorg smue sedap. serious. enjoy the videos =P

Azri & Cipak :P

Cipak & Syafiq :D

Mel & Aziz :)

Nana stay strong okay:)

kau sedih aku pon sedih. due2 kwn tk begune! perangai same! brother mah perangai same lah.
tk leh disalakn btol tk? soo lets be STRONG! aku kn strong smpi eerhrmpph! haha.

Take good care of yourslf alright:)

jmp nnt love<33 nyte2=D

work work work

2009-11-03T02:42:00.001+08:00

yesterday went job hunting:) with the people above. best. i got at Topshop babe and job at cathay ( thanks to katty fer inviting me to work there:) ) i want topshop babe! or mayb cotten on get the website already but haven't apply yet. should i apply? after hunting for job slack with the below people theres alot more people smpi tk cukop tmpt bdk but didn't take pics with them:( next tyme alright.

tomorrow going watching movie with my love(sakinah). haha. going to watch Jennifer's body:) WOW!

that all fer today. bubbye:)

happy happy girl

2009-11-02T05:15:00.004+08:00

311009<33

currently chatting with Azri Masai(matgian) and Ayim Takeo(matheartbroken)
cannot sleep. haiyoo. lyn kn azri leh jdi gile aku tau. haha. die punye mepek num 1 tapi kelaka jgk arh. haha.
Rohim tgh pasrah. trying to cheer hym up:) baik kn aku. haha:P

today life
quite fun. slack with Aziana, Hairianna, Izzat. few mins Aziana went home left with 3 person including me den few hours Hairianna went home cause she needs to work today(i pass the job to her. haha.). left with 2 person after tat Nizam & Asyraf join us den another group join us. tat is Rohim & Alfa.happily playing soccer with them suddenly heard a loud impact. i look at the road and a cat was ran over by the taxi! FUCK. den the cat was left at the road. the taxi did'nt bother to stop. KESIAN gile lah sia kucing tuh! alfa carry the cat one side. the cat die with her/hym(tk check bwh die arh) eyes & the mouth open wide. sial lah. aku sumpah driver tu mati mcm ane kucing tu mati arh. siak arh kucing tu kene hempap kt neck tau! bunyik kuat pulak tu impact die. the cat was so fcuking3 kesian. after kpo here and there slack3 penat alek. tpi alek tk tdo. haiyoo. azri dah tdo skrg. he make me LOL. wan? sorry the dpt jmp. next tyme alright:) i think its better fer me to sleep right now nnt esk tk leh bgn. hahha. bubbye. sweet dream everyone:P

he give me love back:)
~~but i think im over hym:P~~

sick hate it.

2009-10-31T19:15:00.003+08:00

i want another outing? whenwhen?

yesterday after school went accompany Nanaa Jaynes to Raffles City. den went back to BPP. go home went out with parents. came back home at 1. went down stairs slack/torn until 6am go home den sleep like a pig. yesterday night was so cold! now i've got a cold. flu and cough. fcuk right. baik2 tk sakit jdi sakit. haiyoo. haha. today im not going out. quite boring but wat to do its raining cats and dogs how to go out. nmpknye aku good girl lah nari.but mayb tonight going to tron with syafiq. ehk tibe2 contact aku. pelik tapi benar. haha.kite tkde pape ehk. just friends. no more love.

come back to me
do you remember 31st? fuckfuck! memories of 310107:'(
missing tat moment:(

jogging

2009-10-29T03:29:00.000+08:00

miss eating AYAM PENYET! bile nk mkn tmpt nie lagik??

currently chatting with Rohim. ape cite entah die chat ngn aku. hahah. talking about (someone).

just came back from jogging with Hairianna. wah PENAT sial! from bp to lot one(otw to lot 1 i saw hym!),reach lot 1. smoke nk g jogging tapi isap rkk. haha( andana punya style). after smoking jog to cck park smoke again. den off to blok 162 lpk smoke3. den jog back home.before jogging went cck meet ayie cause wants to meet tasha. bring tasha there. play play here and there. tasha dah ngantok balek anta die alek den off we go jogging. today mayb will be going out is famili or going to my work place to give them my pics. hrmph. clash. and today will not attend school like always. hahha. always ke? stkt 2 ari je. but Friday will be going to sch. its a must! but the problem is my hair! haiyooo. 2 more days to MIA! don't conatct me!

cck day.

2009-10-28T00:40:00.001+08:00

yesterday outing not so fun. smue uat perangai. haiyoo. i came late as there a briefing on the job that im going to work fer 1st - 7th nov. im gonna MIA fer ~~awhile~~. don contact me. i know you guys gonna miss me. haha. ehk b(faris) ehk u akan miss i kn? hahah. FAKE! his my b man. hahah:) after 15 nov outing yok! aku dah kaye. tk kaye sngt arh. haha. gonna give hairianna 10%. 100 bucks to mom. haiyoo. ~~sebok~~ arh mak aku! haha. anak derhake jap, jap aje. hahha. im not going to school im going jogging:P burn some fats! bp to cck den back to bp den after that bath2 or slack jap. den at 5 fetch tasha from school den going to cck back! meeting ayie & bam. cause they wants to meet tahsa. aku yg jdi mangse. haha. tk ikhlas ehk aku. hahah. ikhlas lah. gtg. dah tk tau nk type aku lagik. bubbye:)

hightlight my hair.

2009-10-26T20:16:00.000+08:00

currently at nana's house. waiting for his brother. nothing to do so blogging. im loving my hair plus my ADIDAS. loving it man!later after highlighting my hair again mayb i will be slacking with hairianna mayb ar. not sure yet.alright gtg. mayb might b updating again.bubbye.

pictures of sentosa baby.

2009-10-26T01:21:00.003+08:00

just got the pictures. so i will upload it.

SENTOSA BABY:)

adidas love:P

2009-10-26T00:46:00.001+08:00

just came back from clementi, nana's house. yeah! i've highlight my hair. yeah. haha. happy! thank MEMEL! sayang kau. haha. fake. loving my hair. but not finish yet. tomorrow will go to nana's house to touch up again. i like! hahah. sosoo in love with ADI~~das~~. haha. today i had a great tyme but the middle part for today. haiyoo. dah jgn bbl psl tu lagik.

topic on my love/life.

hrmph. my feelings is not changing. but i have to move on somehow. trying to. veryvery hard. haha. trying to stop crying but because just now theres someone asking me how can me and hym break up. haiyoo. it hurts my heart alot. if he still love/miss me why should he meet another girl? does it make sense? some guys are selfish. they just think of themself. how can i forget about hym? meet another guy? i just met 2 but i've rejected them. im not falling in love again im just into adidas. haha. stop it. how i wish we doesn't break up. haiyoo. :'( missing youuu.

outing with Nana and Kak Eeza plus my love life.

2009-10-25T05:13:00.002+08:00

just came back from lpk! life single aku makin rabak. hahah. now i not into guys. im into my adidas! haha.

lets talk about yesterday's event.
wake up at 2 plusplus man! haha (tu la tdo lmbt lagik). wake up straight call Aziana. haha. she was angry. she say vulgar words to me. sad right. ahah. paiseh arh:) quikly bath(tk mandi cowboy ok!) siapsiap trs kua. meet her and kak eeza at harbourfront. i just arrived they focus me to buy the "cekak" haha. quite cute. ahha. eat den off to shop called animal? to buy bikini. WOW! lawa dari Aziana's. ahha. den wen window shopping. den off to town i saw many things! i want to buy. Aziana u copy paste me. everything tat i wants she wants. fcuk you! hahah. but i've gotten wat i wanted Aziana! haha.*evil LOL. take picspicspics. love them lots. gerek. you guys make my day. off to bp. meet Hairianna. went to fajar mac eat den slack. wow. btol2 nye kua aku nie ehk. haha. Today will be going to Aziana's house but im not sure i ~~can~~ arrived your house at 1pm Nana. ~~conferm~~ aku bgn lmbt. haha. i was label as minah lmbt. smue complain. haiyoo. haha. im an owl. pictures might update tomorrow:P

im missing someone lots. wants to meet hym but i have no guts to meet hym anymore.
i just want one last hug from hym. miss hym badly.

im trying to stop crying but its fcuking hard seriously.

nobody knows my life well execpt my love ones.

im not ready to be in a relationships.

i've rejected 2 person. sorry. but you should understand.

my heart is closed. no one execpt *hym*.

im still into hym. trying to move on slowly. hopefully.

your my everything:'(

2009-10-24T02:14:00.001+08:00

read this! im really happy plus sad! *tears rolling down.

me says:
good nyte!

hym says:
gd nite!!

me says:
ape u nk tulis?
woit!
type tapi delete. asl?
nie dah 3 kali tau.
u dah kenape????????????????????????????

hym says:
btw lau i da ade matair pun,remember this!!u are the best gurl i met!!i wont 4get u...no one can take u out of my heart...u r the best!!and.....................................i still love u............
bye!!!!!!!!!!!

*crying. i love hym more than words! i want the past please:'( because of hym i can't move on. im single because of hym. I REALLY MISS HYM! sumpah aku rindu die:'(

hunting me back.

2009-10-24T01:53:00.004+08:00

WEee! im so happy plus sad!

happy because i just boughtnew adidas shoes tat i want! happy siol. Aziana i've got it:) *wide smiling. haha. loving it! happyhappyhapppy:) Hairianna thanks fer accompany me! sorry uat kau penat. haha^_^.

sad because, ____. nana i can't get over it! 5 days straight i cry! mate penat tau. penat! currently chatting with hym. i miss hym(2):'( haha. dah lah nk step emo pulak. hahah:) but arrrr! hard you know! fcukfcuk!

my life right now:
IM HATING MY LIFE! seriously. arrr! the past is hunting me! im at war!

coming back/move on?

Cause to be with you, that's where my heart wanna be.

It's like I'm about to die just to get with you.

you're my everything

2009-10-21T20:49:00.004+08:00

oh god help me. i want to be stronger. everytime i watch his and hym face i cry. arrr. *tears rolling down. I need hym(his/hym)! please come back to me. please im begging you. i feel like killing myself. GOD help me. they won't come back to me for sure:) kenangan manis & pahit i won't forget about that but i don't noe about u. ismadi & (shahril) i missing you lots!!!

fighting for the one that i love and the one that i truly need

2009-10-21T03:03:00.011+08:00

im bored. nothing to do. hrmmmph. alright i will upload pics. enjoy:P

faris aziana and me:) (gmbr lame)

ex 3a2:) They rock!

the class that nvr been boring

syaza nabilah

ex 3a2 reunited xP

first day raye:)

second day rayexP

my beloved sister

seri wanda and seri andana

andana tasha wanda afidah

searching for pics suddenly saw my old pics with my ex. haiyoo. suddenly missing hym. arhhhh. he has a new girl already forget about hym forget about hym. arhhh. stresss! watever alright. last long:) i told yaw that i won't disturb your life anymore right. yeah i will keep the promise. smile always:P don't worry i won't disturb your relationship with her. im at war. anyway i've change my blogskin again as i went bloghopping and i found my previous skin is the same as hers and i've change my song. haiyoo. susah ehk ltk lagu klu slalu org tu ltk same lagu ngn aku. haiyoo. :D nvm i don't care also cause i love my new song! IM AT WAR! seriously im at war with the love of my life! i want to win {hym} hrmph no arh .hahah alright gtg.

my bed is calling me. bubbye.

AZIANA HAMZAH PAITAO LAGIK! minah paitaoXP

the happy days

2009-10-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

hello:P

first day of period and it sucks.

my sun burn is getting worse hate it! lets talk about the past two days.

Saturday

went to sentosa. it was fcuking fun me. they really made my day but i hate when the stupid idiots! hahhaa. put sands in my underneath about 5 times? hahah. sial kn. hate you all! lagik2 faris tarek aku tmpt Eeeeee! sumpah geli! puki haram. hate sentosa alot but i have fun over there.i've took alot of pics but its still with sakinah:) hahah. waiting fer her to upload. terime kasih sakinahxP hahaha.

sunday

when esplande watch my sister perform with mum and tasha. pecah siak. bnyk steps die lupe. hahah. msk hiphop sudah diah! hahah. malay dances is boring you know. hahah. fake:) after watching her dance went back to bp go banquet eat then off to shelter. lpk kt situ pulak. hahah. izzat paiseh ehk hahahaha:) you know i know. hahaha. have fun. hahha. about 1 am plus gitu went to hairianna house ingatkn nk torn skali die tdo! ape lagik aku pon tdo. hahah. padehal uma sebalah blok je seh. hahah. wake up at 1pm then ask hairianna to bath then straight to my house my turn to bath. call someone then he said tomorrow then he will pass "something" to me. wah hot siol aku ade lah kalang kabot. alamak. hahha. boring nothing to do ape lagik lpk until perot uat hal balik:)

and now currently chatting with adi botak and changing my blogskin againxP

money pics outing:)

2009-10-14T22:27:00.008+08:00

Weeii.

new life:) im enjoying my life to the max! tomorrow is the last paper man. yahooo!

holiday going to be working. moneymoneymoney. i want to take new pics with my friends! lame dah tk amik gmbr ngn nana, ninie, sakinah. random ehk tibe2 psl gmbr. i miss having fun with those three babes! saturday mayb going to sentosa. mayb okay! tk janji. mcm mls gitukn. hahah. supposed to call my lesbiangirlfriend but my sister is using. sorry:) kau jgn tdo dulu nnt aku kol. haha.

lelaki ini namenye IZZAT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE NORIZZAT!

wish you all the best in everything:)

sorry tk leh mxg pp8 low arhXD

present jgn mintak aku sal aku pon tgh pokai. haha.

2009-10-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

my new mummy. she rocks!;P

kecik & jaynes

this is the two pictures that aku sempat upload. esk alright;P need to sleep. singe dah lapa. bubbye.

2009-10-10T00:46:00.007+08:00

my birthday present balloon! xP

Today was great!
went to bukit batok den mendak off to jurong point. woit kecoh(ending-ending aje). haha.

r karat! hahahhaha! main-main je jgn amik hati. hahah. i miss hanging out with werld clan! arhhh. outing bile?

To someone.

kau tibe2 chat ngn aku beh kau nk gado/jealous ngn aku uat ape kn. lebih baik tkya chat kn. pat kau tkde pmpn kau carik aku pat kau dah ade pmpn kau uat dek ngn aku. puki haram! anyway uat ape kau ngn jealous aku featured lelaki? kau dah ade pmpn lain kau pkir aku tk jealous. kau penah ke pkir kn psl feelings aku??? tkde kn lau tkde diam suda arh.

complicated love

2009-10-09T01:07:00.006+08:00

couple fer that day:)

heyheyhey!

currently on the phone.

fcuk im crying! because of you! you remind me of the past! shit btol! hahah. I love my havoc friends! all of you including my new friends! haha. omg i've made 2 person jealous. arhhhhh. stress siol hidop aku. single is the best but there is limit like wat someone says. but hello. tapi mcm ane??jgn contact ngn die agik? hrmph! haiyoo hidop aku ahhhhhh! leave me alone can? haha. anyway I hate 2 person(guys)! haha. nk tau sape? hahah. kpo. go to me and i will tell you sercetly. hahha. lame. tapi serious aku benci dorg! arhh! geramgeramgeram! alright its late already off to bed! bubbye. nytenyte!

specially to aziana hamzah!

makesure kau tempati janji kau skrg ehk! I really hate wat you're doing just now serious aku geram ngn kau! I hope tis tyme round i can trust you okay. take very good care of yourself tau!

meet you tomorrow!

happy but stress

2009-10-04T10:27:00.002+08:00

I'm stress right now. I've hurt someones heart. what should i do?? arghhh! just stress! lets talk about today. Shopping! lots of new shirts!! my sis belanje! Weeee. thank you DIAH! love you lots! went home about 10 plus? reach home otp with __ & i hurt his heart. after he heard my explanation, he finally understand me. thanks fer being understandingxD im trying to ferget about the past. alright im off to bed:) nyte2.

You are kind to me but it is so fast fer me to b in a relationship again. im not ready yet. im scared if im not fair to you. sorry alright. seriously sorry. im not being bustard alright but i have my reason you don't really know the real me( psl hidop aku bdh bkn aku step gangster! ) If you really loves me lets take it slow alright:)

is it true?

2009-10-04T01:38:00.007+08:00

My History
I have no pics to upload as all the pics is not with me my bloody hell sis doesn't wan to send me the pics. kemot gmbr. arh!!! not in a mood right now. just came back from raye with famili. tomorrow going shopping at 5pm with sis & cousin. before that going to meet friend then off to Wisma to fetch sis from work free starbuck like always:) haha. mayb meeting cousin at Wisma. den off to shoppingXP aku suke aku suke! haha.

My Love Life
I'm sick of hym. you keep sending me sweet tags but I'm just wondering does you really mean it? or just wanna make me feel good? you are make my life more difficult alright. I thought i could forget about you but hey i can't so don't disturbed me go on with your life just don't border about me. I will keep it to myself even though i miss you, love you, hate you or what so ever. so just move on i know that you are interested with the tagged girls so go on. I won't disturbed your life. Wish you luck and hey study hard! don't ever retain again. you have my blessed. :)

still remember the day 31 january 2007 until i don't know but we together for 2 year and 6/7 months. i remembered the day we stead alright.

finding Mr Right

2009-10-02T01:11:00.003+08:00

hearing about people's relationships sometimes make me jealous. haiyoo. ___ sound me stead but i could not make a decision cause im not ready & i cannot believe hym 100%. now a days its hard to find Mr Right cause everyone likes to change their personalities. sometimes im thinking its a waste to break relationship with someone that you have been with hym fer 2 years plus. i've regret it but hey slowly move on. & now slowly i could forget about hym. i can't stand guys when they are bored then they will contact me but when they have new person they just left without saying a word and missing just like that. but hey single is the best! you can do whatever you one/like without anyone stopping you except parents(like normal). but the thing is you will feel very lonely even thought you have friend(s) by your side. i really miss have a relationship but i love being single:(

2009-10-01T18:22:00.014+08:00

I don't noe wat i was doing suddenly my tagboard, all the messages was deleted. so frens tag me so tat my tagboard will not be empty:) After sch fana & hairianna came to my house. after they left straight i went to bed & sleep with sch uniform. mls nk tuka baju. my stomach is empty. i want to eat but veryvery lazy. becoming a lazy girl. anyway Ninie thanks fer your msg! Love you to! meet esk. rindu kau. alright wanna eat:)

Specially to Pb!

GO GET A LIFE!

can't you see kwn aku pon tk pecaye kate2 kau.

ini lah anak-anak tebia. haiyoo.

My greatest Friend

2009-09-29T17:58:00.004+08:00

Lets talk about Yesterday first.
Went out with Nana to town. We bought the things that we want! even thought only the two of us together. We still have fun. and to people think tat they can steal my friends. boleh releks sudah. kau sengkek kwn? kecian nye. & if you want to try steal my frens try to steal my outside frens to alright! just try if my frens wans to b your fren:)

Today stay at home as Me & Fana cancel plan mayb because of some misunderstanding? idk and i don care. forgive & forget:) I had a good sleep just now until my bro friends came. noise so i get up and help mama in the kitchen. baik tk? haha. i noe. mayb later going out lpk but see first. I still have a lazy attitude.

New Chapter

2009-09-27T23:25:00.004+08:00

Hey people! I just came back from raye with parents. got to noe this guy from tagged. We had the same age. You can have another person so can I. haha(: I was so tired. 3 days straight no rest. haiyoo. I've made plans fer tis week.

Monday going out with Aziana.

Tuesday going Raye with ex 3A2 again. continue.

Friday going Raye with 3A1 and plusplus.

Saturday & Sunday going out with parents. mayb?

Soo the only day im free is Wednesday & Thursday. mayb one of the day going to meet ___ :) mayb but haven't conferm yet. Thats all fer today. mls nk type. haha. bubbye:)

ex 3A2

2009-09-26T01:56:00.003+08:00

HeyHeyHey!

I've just came back from raye with ex 3A2!I had alots of FUN today!! ex 3A2 i miss you guys! took lots of pic. seriously FUNFUNFUN! I wan more. rumah satu-satu pedas siot! will upload pic soon. total people is 21 half of the class. havoc! Hafiz dlm diam perangai haiyoo. aru aku tau perangai kau yg betol. haha. To Nuraina, Amirul, Mas, and lots more yg lom sempat pergi paiseh! soo sorry:) next week friday raye with my class and many other people, remix, lame i noe haha. lyn. haha. andand Faris paiseh ehk nari aku tidak boleh ikot g jalan2. mayb will upload pic tomorrow. sleepy siot. haha. bubbye:)

what the hell

2009-09-24T23:42:00.005+08:00

Hey just came back from my uncle place and i found spammer at my blog. oi ade org sakit hati oi! haha. kesian nie smue pmpn kurang kasih sayang. haha. no offence :) yeah im in sec3 this year boleh tahu kenape? aku stay back ade menyusahkn hidop korg? i don't think so so hell yeah go get a life! go concentrate on your "O level" alright. good luck! anyway ape kene mengene ex aku ngn kau? kiwek! WTH! and lastly name aku memang kecik & people kol me tat. asl kau pon nk name kecik. OMG!

today my big sister lain mcm! she never been nice to me but today its different. tibe-tibe die bbl baik-baik ngn aku woi, teperanjat. sumpah aku tk biase die baik-baik ngn aku. haha. tomorrow raye with ex 3A2. haha. best! can't wait.

out of sudden:)

2009-09-23T17:06:00.005+08:00

Hey just came back from school:)
when to school late with Nana she went to my house cause she wanted to skip lesson. haiyoo ape nk jadi? haha. came to school about 4 mins to recess. ( dtg skola je mkn ane tk gemok. haha. ) school was pernomal. always sleep in class. After school slack at the concouse with Farhanah. ape entah angin die nk teman aku. haha. anyway Thanks!

Specially for AZIANA.
mak aku tanye aku tau asl kau tk amik. die yg mrh aku tau! haha. Fake!

I have a Question!
i was wondering why must this year Sec 3 girls (some) wanna have fight with the upper sec?? and whywhywhy must place they start fighting it must be at blog??? Kenape ehk? aku pelik tau SUMPAH! selalunye org nk gado face 2 face but now 2009 dah tuka ehk? nk carik psl kt blog ehk? answer me answer me! haha. ( sape terase biar ape aku kisah=P ) anyway FITRI im at your side! random. haha.
alright i want to check my tagged & facebook. bubbye:)

Selamat Hari Raya

2009-09-21T23:08:00.009+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to ALL Muslims people!

just came back home. okay let me tell you about yesterday first.
First day Raya was awesome! Duit banyak oi! haha. not only tat but i get to meet my wonderful cousin. Me & Duddin keep teasing my ___ cousin. campo ngn die sumpah gerek! but sadly i can only meet he on sat & sun due to his NS & my abg sedare, abg I, yg the BEST could not went raya along with us because he just met an accident. sad right!

Second day Raya, penat oi! serious. but most of the time i always sleep. cause yesterday i went home late. kul 5 am i think lpk with Qiara. today not much to say arh. but took pic alot(pics will be uploading tomorrow)

now i was wondering should i go to school tomorrow? just now i went sheng shiong to buy black spray but its sold out. haiyoo. left with brown colour so i didn't buy. anyway i dye my whole hair strawberry blond tk jadi highlight but aku dye pon tk terang sngt cause still schooling alright. holidays fuhhh! can't wait! okay need to teman izzat beli rokok. bubbye:)

personal message~
Selamat Hari Raya. aku nk mohon maaf klu aku ade uat silap/sakitkn ati/lukekn hati dan mcm2 agik terhadap korg. hope korg maafkn ye. haha. org tue ckp 'buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih' so lets open a new chapter alright? Enjoy:P

get well soon!

2009-09-18T20:45:00.004+08:00

after school i went to visit Noraina at CGH. WOW! rabak. her lips were blue-black. kecian btol! sumpah! she should be in her ward but she kept going out of the hospital & went to smoke. sakitsakit pon isap rokok. haiyoo. hope that you will get well soon, so that you can take your N level! & hope your surgery will be fine:) Wish you all the best! cepat cepat jadi lawa alek tau:)

I wanted to highlight my hair blond tomorrow! can't wait. mayb tomorrow going out to geylang fer the last tyme tis mth with my famili:)

boring

2009-09-17T15:10:00.004+08:00

going out with werld clan was cancel as i need to fetch tasha from sch as my mom is at my cousin's place. so troublesome u noe! i was just about to enjoy with my friends. haiyoo. i was fcuking mad at my mom. because of her my plan canceled. 0mg! im bored to death! anyone free take tasha! currently playing Mafia Wars so boring. 2 more days to hari raya. nothing more to say. might be continue:)

2009-09-16T22:44:00.006+08:00

im ready for raye! but hey don't you think tat tis year is not so exciting. but im looking forward to raye with my 3a2( last year ) classmates! they rock! seriously. end of year is next 3 weeks if im not wrong. WOW! i haven't study. i need to back up on my science. anyone good at science? i have no problem with maths! ( haha. kerek. ) I love my sis! and hey it reminds me of my present! bile nk kasi?? ahah. bile gaji aku tau aku nk ipod/iPhone! haha. kau dah janji! hahaha.suddenly i miss hym haha. if not because of that women keep asking me to send her my pic with hym:) sometimes i miss having a relationship but i don't want my relationship to be same as before. tomorrow werld clan will have an outing to geylang:) for the first tyme nuraini plan! haha.

end of convo:) bubbye.

missing ismadi suddenly:)

my day:)

2009-09-14T17:46:00.001+08:00

Im bz with lepak. haha. day by day i have more friends. i like it! haha. Nana, Sakinah & Ninie is geting further apart from me. hais. lagik2 Aziana! Sombong dah tk nk g skolah ngn aku agik. & wei! esk jadi tk? jgn tk jdi tau monyet. aku rindu lepak ngn kau nyet. hey i have a pimple n me & my 'gatal' hands go and squeeze it and now it became a 'kudis' haiyoo! burok! hrmph tomorrow im going to wear plaster. haha. im making a fool of myself. haha. sekali sekale:) nyte im not going to slack. kemas uma oi. good girl katekn. watever. haha. lastly Mus HANDSOME!!

my sweet sixteen:)

2009-09-11T00:44:00.009+08:00

10 SEPTEMBER:)

my sweet sixteen=P

9 sept i celebrated my birthday with my wonderful friends! i love hym lots! thank you people. im happy to have friends like them. they make a surprised party for me. i was so touch until im speechless! serious. i can only smile. but its not the end there still more. & the last part i really cried! i dunno how to say thank you to them anymore. i really love my friends! serious! THANK GUYS! i will not forget about the things that you do fer me! once again thank you! appreciate it alot! :)

today i spent my night out with my family & cousin. they give me money! haha. abeh happy. no present money pon jadi lah. haha. nana your present i will buy fer you! tomorrow? i already plan wat to buy fer you:)

special thanks to - adi, aziana, kak ezza, ella, kak dayah, izzat, melmel, ninie, sakinah & tini.

thanks fer the wish - diah, fana, hidayah, joson, nabilah, nabihah, nura, safarul, syiqin, qiara, & the two more people that i dunno( cause i didn't save your name in my contacts )

thanks to mel & kak dayah:)

thanks to izzat & tini

thank to kak ezza:)

fun fun fun

2009-09-08T00:24:00.005+08:00

yesterday

i went study with hym yesterday. wow! susah nk ajar die tau. haha. fake! tk lah sebenarnye senang nnk aja cume die malas nk phmkn. i bought my tongue stud & a eyebrow stud fer him . hope u tk ilang kn mcm yg stud u yg lain ehk. kite buke kt banquet at causeway. & it was full of people mann. and it was just like about 6:15pm. so we plan to find a place & stare at each other. haha. after eating have puff and off to teck whye. slack with his bro & bam for awhile & off we went to another place as his bro nk alek anu com & bam follow him. after chatting as so long nvr met each other i went home. its nice to mit him. we have so many things to asks each other. he's still jealous tats mean he still loves me. haha.

today

i went to my aunt house to bake kuih raya! sedap sedap! haha. hey sakinah! aku uat cookie yg last year aku kasi kau mkn lagi. haha. abeh happy. more yummy kuih to come:) come to my house this year and try my cookies! haha. my aunt & cousin loves it =P *kembang sekejap. haha. this year raye aku kene mintak maaf ngn ramai org wow. haha. specially to my parents & aziana! haha. Saturday mayb im going out with hym & with havoc peoples if nana is going:) and lastly I LOVE MY MAMA!

end of my stories. bubbye:) will update again.

2009-09-05T15:49:00.009+08:00

i took leave for today. wow! menyesal oi. nothing to do at home:( now my sis is eating infront of me. bau die sedapnye. lapa oi! I hungary! 4 hours more to go. lame tuh. haiyoo. i've change my blog skin. okay tk? not forgetting.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI PENG!( my apek ) hahaa.
happy sweet sixteen! :)

after school

2009-09-04T14:05:00.001+08:00

jut came back from lpk with Nana. We spot some Fajarian gotten caught. dunno y but suspect because of smoking under my blok. some dah kene tangkap muke stoik. haha. Haris dah kene tangkap pon leh ketawe. hahah. cute. mayb won't be going out. lazy mann! saturday plan cancel(: aku rindu lpk ngn fajarian!
will be continued(:

2009-09-03T21:31:00.001+08:00

today i have a great tyme went lot 1 with Sakinah & Aziana. kite special buke kul 5. ahha. eat Mr Bean & Famous Amos. Yum Yum Yummy. me & nana was fight for something suddenly saw ADI & his Abg. WOOOWW! malu siol kite! serious babinye. Nana say tat my face was RED! aku paiseh gile lah siol! Lpk with them fer awhile den off we went home. Nana 'buke' kt uma aku! mama was so fcuking sacastic! buat lawak arh die. just came back home after sending Nana at bus stop. HEY! i think i LOVE someone back. haha. tomorrow! JADI TAK JADI TAK! klu tk jdi siap korg! ahha. until here, wanna play facebook:)

eventhough we are apart we still stuck with each other! & people you can do nothing about it! :)

havoc havoc havoc

2009-09-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

today puase aku batal oi. haha. today nothing to update(tk bbl kt blog). plan to lpk mlm but mls nk tuka baju(: next week holiday. i plan to work the whole week. I NEED MONEY! & hey is my pay out yet? i want my bag volcom! really want it lawa oi. haha. Friday gonna b a blast! full of havoc people! can't wait. can't wait! YEAH!!!

2009-09-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

my beloved ex.

today's plan was cancel as he want to lpk with his friends. but no worries i spent my time helping mama at dapor. aku nari baik oi. haha. currently chatting with him. he remind me of my birthday! fUh aku lupe sekejap birthday aku. haha. 9 more days!! on my birthday i will be breaking my fast with my twin cuzzin as for the next day its their birthday. im lazy to go to school man. english & malay homework haven't finish seen last 2 weeks. haiyoo. ape nk ckp ngn tasrib? okay till here i wanna continue playing games. tata.

2009-09-01T17:17:00.000+08:00

today i'll be going out study with kekasih lameku =) but after buke arh. haha. on the morning plan to sleep at home. yesterday i reach home at 12 a.m plus . haiyoo. hey people yesterday is 31. suddenly i remember about the past. if not yesterday is our 2 year 8 mths! its a WASTE! nvm. Friday i have plans my friends ask me out to geylang but on the saturday, im not sure. this friday i didn't plan but they ask me out. so klu tk jdi blg siang2 ok. i was wondering bile aku nk ade hp aru aku tuh? i always spend my money & i can't save it. i cannot hold any money if not i will spend it on food & rokok. even if i save it on my bank i will still used it. alamak! hey. yesterday i met my old friends, dinnie & the gang & primary friend. bnyk org aku jmp oi. haha. memories. alright till here. going back to sleep :)

life changing =P

2009-08-30T01:55:00.005+08:00

at first fun, middle quite boring, ending of the day was FUN. i thought i couldn't get along with her guy & adk. but somehow we get along well. today i had a great day. tomorrow i had no plans. but i wish i had. boring siot ddk uma bknnye uat pape cume tdo mcm babi je. haiyoo. currently chatting with my lesbian girlfriend, die monyet. hahaha. FAKE! i love her beloness. cute & best utk dibuli. alright im bz with chatting.

adios :)

love mistakes

2009-08-29T01:01:00.005+08:00

'we need to be grateful after what had happen & learn from our mistakes.'

hey I've done bad things and it couldn't be forgiven & change. it couldn't. i've suffer alot. i miss his love & i miss( H ) face. I love them alot. people always remind me about mistakes & the first thing is i think of them. how i wish it didn't happen. i don't know wheather to love you or hate you. i will not forget about ( H ).

i remember you

2009-08-28T00:01:00.005+08:00

today was totally boring. i think im not in the mood to go out this saturday but i promise her. haiyoo. i just lazy. im getting lazy and lazier day by day. i want to go out to have fun, forget all the memories but whats the point if i went out with them but i doesn't enjoy? hrmph. must i cancel? let me think twice. HEY ! im missing someone! ALOT! i wish i could see hym(H) again but it would be just a dream. i will not see hym again in my whole life. but mayb 10 years later? The World Is So Unfair Towards ME! how i wish i could see hym.

watching you walking away with them is like breaking my heart into million of pieces.
whenever i remember about you i cried for you. its so hard to accept the fact that you cannot belong to me.
i miss you truck lots!

tears are coming out from my eyes right now.

Change Me

2009-08-26T21:08:00.004+08:00

Natasha Adrieana

school was per normal. nothing new to say.
at bio leason had another arguments between Chinese and Malay. tis year sec3 ksiow bnyk gado. tapi ape aku kisah. after school i plan to stay and wait for nana after school but no company so off i went home straight after school. good girl. haha. i so proud of myself! tk sangke aku pandai. haha. puji diri sendiri. I pass 5 subjects for this comment test. Maths, MT, D&T, History, English.
hey its the first tyme i get great results. especially for History and Maths.
My mother was proud of me! for the FIRST TIME. haha. i hope i will do best for End of Year exam.

To all my friends especially to the retain students just like me.
HEY! i can do it so i think you people can do it to. learn from your mistakes. i learned mine and now im a change person( only on studies ). you must have confident in yourself. JUST DON'T GIVE UP! i've done many bad things before. but hey, I've put it aside and now i get good results. its just the matter that you want to do your best or not. here's a massage from me, believe in yourself.

some how i feel the past make me a change person but hey the past is like a mark on me, i would not forget about it forever and thanks god appreciate and i regret it a lot.

2009-08-24T23:53:00.006+08:00

YEAH!

i make plans already.

Saturday! go out with Qiara & many more. meet her just now. gile die tetap masih same.
next week with Aziana & her jiran. Weee~

duit kua bnyk. haha. anymore plans?? Ninie and Sakinah bile nak kua?

but for this week i cannot fast...girl's thing :)

actually i have nothing to say. hehe. alright den.

bubbye :)

Hate Hurt.

2009-08-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say for today. my plan all cancel because of stupid fight. so went to my aunty's place buke kt situ. have some gathering. gerek sekejap. 9 plus went back home. and here i am blogging. hey. i contact back with close friend, QIARA. we plan to break fast and go shopping together in 2 more weeks. Jadi jangan tak jadi ye.

friendship scuks! hate it.
oh well. im so fcuk up with someone. hell yeah im fcuk up. die tk sepatutnye hidup kt dunie nie! ARHHHHH!
what goes around comes around.

suddenly

2009-08-23T01:43:00.004+08:00

currently chating with hym.

i dunno why suddenly i am thinking so much about passerby. hey who are you? im curious. you tag me as if we are friends. can't i just noe your name? but anyway thanks for tagging and for the care.

first day of fasting i felt like fainting at work. i was fcuking tired. i had a bad headache just now. everyone at work care for me! how touching. haha. Jeeva siak. kacau org je tau. today at work was the best! but i end work early. haiyoo. boring. went home chat with sak & nana. izzat nk kacau org tapi tk pass. hahaha. nothing much to say.

suddenly i miss my friends!

2009-08-22T00:28:00.003+08:00

hey yo!
sec 3 dis year are soo wannabe. bbl kt blog pandai tk tau face 2 face. soo budak-budak. stare org je pandai. oppss. nanajaynes is right! haiyoo. sosososooo fcuking hypocrite. lagik3 class aku n __
im soo wanna change school. REGENT? haha.bnyk2 skola pilih skola tuh ehk.

after skul
i meet someone old muke lain lah siot! tpi lagik mulie die mcm tuh! after that,
i meet adi. went to causeway plan nk tgk wayang WHERE GOT GHOST kt situ. but went we arrived tinggal 2 rows from the front left. ape lagik tuka tmpt pegi jurong point. eat burger king and meet one of my brother friend as he is working there.after that watch movie. lelaki chine ddk belakang aku siak arh. buat mcm cinema tuh bpk die punye gitu,bbl case tk ingat dunie gitu. but HEY! We had a great tyme! miss hym lots. die punye lame jokes tk beruba. still the same he. adi is so called jealous because of me and someone. haha. boleh nmpk siot. and tis is a mxg to him.
JANGAN CABOT SEKOLAH LAGIK! :P

and lastly to all muslim people HAPPY FASTING!

2009-08-20T18:27:00.002+08:00

school today wasn't so fun. nothing much to say. but at school i notice theres a person or two stare at me. fyi i don't care. aku tk care psl (:
but after school YES! it was so fcuking fun.
play soccer wif Fiz, Izzat, Muiz. while nana watch us playing.
gerek. da lame siot tk main soccer.

to my GEREKS friends.
bile nk kua ramai-ramai lagik? exam da abis. ENJOY! haha.
i really wish we could go out together like last tyme. miss those times! :)

Happy happy day

2009-08-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

i have fun playing batminton wit a group of friends. after that i saw my old friends but only two of them and WOW! at last! haha.
WANNA NOE SOMETHING?!
im second highest for maths in my class! OMG! im proud of myself. i proved my mother that she is wrong!
today im the most happiest girl!